yeah after a tremendous dry spell i put three entries up in one day... imma loser what can i say... michelle just apologized to me. she sounded sincere. i know i'll forgive her... but i just can't right now. she made me cry... very few people really have that power.. it makes me feel trapped... and friends just don't do that to friends. i'm dizzy. i wish i wasn't so dizzy and i wish my mom wasn't so angry. i dont' get her. she's crazy too. the world is one big fucked up crazy place. fuck the world. fuck my life. yeah ahhhhh drama! should i forgive her? she really hurt me. i dunno. i'm so confused. i'm finding stuff out about dave too that i don't really like. now i'm even more confused. i'm also kind of glad he doesn't really get online anymore either. therefore he's most likely not going to read any of this. i don't believe in love... i mean if you were actually in love you wouldn't be able to be out of it in three days. that's teenage love not real love. i mean to me love is a disease... your inflicted with it and you can't rid yourself of it... even after it's all over you still love that person no matter how much you don't want to... real love is definitely unconditional. i wish happiness wasn't so temporary and i wish i wasn't so lost right now...
11:25 p.m. - 2003-08-14
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