i hate how you can get so caught up in the moment in the here and now that you forget to realize nothing good ever lasts. not when your a teenager. i mean holly was my best friend from before i started pre-k until 8th grade when seh moved three states away. we're still friends but not like before. freshmen year my two best friends were kelly and graham. i don't talk to kelly much (even though i want to) and graham is such an ass right now. basically that happened to a lot of my "friends" yeah i hated michelle then... and sophmore year we started being friends and we got to be pretty good friends and it was fun while it lasted, but then things changed again... i'm really happy with someone right now... but i can't fool myself into thinking it's going to last. it's all going to come crashing down and right now if that happened it hink i'd kill myself.... i guess it's funny how everything changes. one minute that change could seem to be the end of the world, a bit later it's for the best. i'll never get it. i miss holly... and kelly.
3:27 a.m. - 2003-08-16
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