silence can be a beautiful thing. why though is there this silence, this sudden withdraw, this lack of energy which is so unlike myself. i jsut don't understand, not myself or anyone else. i just don't get it adn now ppl are getting mad at me for not talking to them. it's not that i don't like people anymore it's just that for once in my life i really don't have anything to say, and if i do who is listening? i don't understand my silence maybe i'm jsut tired, i really don't feel all that bad. is something wrong with me? i'll keep assuring myself i'm jsut tired that's all tired. i jsut need some sleep and i'll be just fine and dandy back to the usual. i am crazy, but is htis typical or am i really crazy. maybe i like this secluded feelign i'm not sure if that's healthy. i dunno maybe i am really becoming manic depressive like my mom i am happy sad happy sad hyper slow hyper slow. i just don't get it.
you know wahts a good song? this one~> I I'm not sick but I'm not well and I'm so hot cuz I'm in hellllllll!!!!!! iiiii wanna publish scenes.....and rage against machines....i wanna pierce my tongue, it doesn't hurt it feels fine that's just a small excerpt i know a lot more but that's a good song, now back to my silence.
6:21 p.m. - 2002-05-22
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