My brother graduated today,
I�m gonna miss him a lot,
And I think he's moving,
And he's going back out with his girlfriend so first of all he isn't going to want to spend to much time hanging out with me and on top of it she doesn't like me and he isn't going to talk to me as much
I don�t know if he's even going to college,
But I�ve lost him in a way, I�ve lost one of my best friends
It was just like I was standing there watching all the seniors go across the stage to get their diplomas and then they called his name and it hit me he's leaving I�m never going to have the chance t be in school with him again,
It made me feel sick inside my brother and I have finally established somewhat of a good relationship this year because we were forced to be together everyday and now I�ve lost that and I�m afraid he isn't going to want to be my friend anymore
I know that sounds weird but my brother and I have never necessarily been friends I have gone so long without really feeling that I have a brother and I love my brother more then I can even say and he has never really seemed to give a damn but all of the sudden I had a brother and it was great had a brother and a new best friend and now that�s all over the whole year has just gone by so fast it scares me so much I�m not ready for this I�m not ready I don�t want anything to change I�m almost comfortable where I am I�m not ready for a change, for anything new I like it just where I am. I feel so very very bad right now and there is nothing to do about it but cry.
10:33 p.m. - 2002-06-05
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