places and people change some of us, it's not our fault. don't worry about following trends. it's just that some people can't handle being teased, they can't handle being themselves. that's why most people can't be true to themselves, they can't handle the torment.
just being placed in a different environment with different people can really change someone. my long time best friend encountered this aspect first hand when she moved form baltimore to North Carolina, she isn't all that different from most ppl but no one there understood her, they all thought she was "weird and different". then she moved to pennsylvania and had the very same problem, just because she at times dressed a little differently and listened to different kind of music then the majority of kids she was an outcast. i've know Holly the majority of my life and since those to moves and her return home she has changed quite a lot. at least i feel it was for the best becasue she with stood her torment and stayed pretty true to herself, the biggest change is how she cleaned up her life and her act, and became more understnading. i respect and love her a lot.
i think the so called freaks and punks who supposedly are all weird and different all choose to be that way and when they complain that ppl make fun of them i feel like they chose for things to be like that. i mean yeah sometimes i know i dress weird and not that i like to be teased but i don't really care all that much when it comes to the way i dress because that's only expected. however i really do not like being teased for who i am; i am what i am that is never going to change. how i dress and act are a different story.
this is why when some ppl deliberately try to be and say they are different and then go and complain about how ppl don't like them becasue of it, it really pisses me off. being different isn't what makes ppl not like you it's you that make ppl not like you. i mean yeah a lot of ppl consider me different but i don't know one person who really just doesn't like me because of that. they jsut make fun of me from time to time.
maybe it seems that i try somtimes but not to impress other ppl just to think wow i look cool today, when "I" look in the mirror. wheather anyone agrees with that is another issue all together.
in general most people aren't true to themselves 24 7. for the most part about half of us attempt to be just like everyone else following all the trends and the rest go and deliberatley attempt to be different. most ppl don't do things because they like to they do things because someone else likes to. never saying that i'm always completely true to myslef i mean at some point in my life i'm sure i was trying to impress someone. but then i realized it and i realized how much everyone else trys so i began not to care. as of now from what i've seen life seems to be a big popularity contest, and i think it will be that forever. no one really ever grows up, and everyone is petty from time to time, everyone. we are all posers and we almost all lack substance. as for those few who are for the most part true to themselves and have a little more depth, thank you for realizing what's wrong with some ppl today and ignoring it.
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