Ok I really feel like shit! Let�s just start out saying it�s now about 8:11 in the evening on wednsday and the last time I saw sleep was anytime before 3:00 in the afternoon on Tuesday. None of this was choice either, it was because my mom neede my help. As anyone who knows my family will understand my mother runs a daycare out of our home and as you probably already know inspections are required form time to time. Ok yeah fine and dandy except EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY IS AN ABSOLUTE SLOB!! So inorder to have the house ready for the social services woman I cleaned for my mom I cleaned a lot and it looks a lot better and I am not getting any real credit all I�m getting is �do more!� that�s so unfair I can�t even begin to explian the emotioin it brings. My mom kind of thanx me she says she is going to pay me but I really think she may just be a pathological liar so I�m so sure. My dad is such an asshole I don�t get it. He is the one there complaining I didn�t do more and making a mess of what I just cleaned. I haven�t gone out at al lin like 3 days, I really need and want to get out of this house. Finally a stroke of luck cassie calls and invites me to hang out, but of course before I even get a chance to ask the baby gets dumped on me and I�m here babysitting. I hate how they take advantage of me they never ask me to babysit they just assume I�m willing to watch the kid. Yeah of course I love my little brother but I hate that they do this to me. This is my summer vacation, my parents think I have nowhere to go nothing to do generally they think I have no life and they don�t give a damn. Anyway I was more or less complaining to my mom especially over the fact that no one had the common coutesy to change the kid before they dumped him on me! My mom seemed kind of sorry but my dad I guess he just over heard and flipped on me. He doesn�t understasnad and doesn�t try to understand, he just get�s angry and defensive and makes me feel more like shit that I did two seconds ago. We had this huge argument and I flipped out, and now I feel bad. You know what really sucked though is that ig ot online and the one person I actually wanted to talk to was on and that made things so much better though I�m not sure why, but as soon as I said hi they left. I am really getting somewhat of a migrane now. This really isn�t fair. I use the word really to often. I think I may just go throw up now. This isn�t fair at all, I hate that my parents do this to me, I absolutely hate it.
8:34 p.m. - 2002-06-26
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