all i need to say is that if my parents believed in having guns in the home i would of blown my head off by now. i just can't take it anymore. everything is falling apart. i hate everyone even if i don't want to. it's not normal to hate your best friends... and really mean it. what the hell is wrong with me? i'm an idiot. i really big fucking idiot. i want to die. i want to die so bad, but that's not happening i don't even have the courage to do it anyway. i'm a pussy ass little wimp somebody just shoot me, run me over with your car do something. i hate this... it's all my fault. if i were a better kid and didn't make things so hard they wouldn't have turned out like this. i need to die.
5:11 p.m. - 2003-01-07
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